Whoever is reading this, I need suggestions on new books to read.
And I mean any book that you absolutely love!
I finished every book on my bookshelf and now I'm looking for more books to read
So please leave a comment on a good book for me to read!
Thanks guys!
♥ Cat
Monday, December 26, 2011
Friday, December 16, 2011
Daddy Dearest.
Everyone has issues with their families. We all have different ways of handling these issues. But no matter how bad it is, they will always be your family. Family sticks together, no matter how many times you wish you could trade them in because you're temporarily mad at them.
I love my family. I admit sometimes I'm not so fond of them. But hey, I'm stuck. They're my blood. Sometimes I just wish all the bad things would go away. I get scared that one day I won't have my family there with me, and that terrifies me. I'm scared of somebody dying and somebody going away and not being able to see them any longer. I wish everyone that is important in my life, including myself, were all immortal. That way I wouldn't have to worry about death, distance and disappearance.
For example, my dad. He had cancer when I was 4, specifically, he had leukemia. The doctor's didn't have much hope in him, especially since he refused chemotherapy. My dad somewhat mentions those days. He said that he would look at me and my little brother, who was only 1 1/2 at the time, and become sad. He said that he didn't want to die, we were to young, and he wanted to see us grow up and remember him. My dad didn't talk to my other siblings, who are much older, about cancer. He didn't want them to worry about him, he didn't want them to be scared. My dad eventually went into remission a year later, and hear he is 12 years later, alive. He still gets sick though. The cancer ate him up. In the past 12 years my dad's bones have become weak from the medicine, and he's had pneumonia. I remember one day we were coming home from church and we were turning onto our street, when my dad just passed out on the wheel. My mom managed to take the wheel and pull up to the house safely. I remember being so scared and not knowing what was going on. I was 8. All I knew was that my dad was superman, he was strong and brave and the best dad in the world, and here he was weak, and sick. My older brother took him to the hospital, he was there for about 2 weeks. Me and my little brother weren't allowed to visit. We were too young, and my dad didn't want to scare us. It scares me that one day he won't be there when I need him. That I might have a fight with him and we might be dead the next day, and I never got to forgive him. That one day when I'm in college he passes and I wasn't there to say goodbye. I want my dad to be there for high school and college graduation. I want him to be there when I finish med school and become a doctor. I want my dad to be there forever, if only it was possible.
I love my dad, no matter how many times I say I hate him, because deep down I can never hate my dad. He is the man that will always stick around. He will ward off creeps and keep me safe. He will be there when I'm having trouble, or be there to crack a joke. My dad is so funny, and his laughter is contagious. My dad is an amazing man. I have never met anyone like him. My dad knows how to handle life, even if he is going through the worst situation, he keeps it together. I love you dad.
I love my family. I admit sometimes I'm not so fond of them. But hey, I'm stuck. They're my blood. Sometimes I just wish all the bad things would go away. I get scared that one day I won't have my family there with me, and that terrifies me. I'm scared of somebody dying and somebody going away and not being able to see them any longer. I wish everyone that is important in my life, including myself, were all immortal. That way I wouldn't have to worry about death, distance and disappearance.
For example, my dad. He had cancer when I was 4, specifically, he had leukemia. The doctor's didn't have much hope in him, especially since he refused chemotherapy. My dad somewhat mentions those days. He said that he would look at me and my little brother, who was only 1 1/2 at the time, and become sad. He said that he didn't want to die, we were to young, and he wanted to see us grow up and remember him. My dad didn't talk to my other siblings, who are much older, about cancer. He didn't want them to worry about him, he didn't want them to be scared. My dad eventually went into remission a year later, and hear he is 12 years later, alive. He still gets sick though. The cancer ate him up. In the past 12 years my dad's bones have become weak from the medicine, and he's had pneumonia. I remember one day we were coming home from church and we were turning onto our street, when my dad just passed out on the wheel. My mom managed to take the wheel and pull up to the house safely. I remember being so scared and not knowing what was going on. I was 8. All I knew was that my dad was superman, he was strong and brave and the best dad in the world, and here he was weak, and sick. My older brother took him to the hospital, he was there for about 2 weeks. Me and my little brother weren't allowed to visit. We were too young, and my dad didn't want to scare us. It scares me that one day he won't be there when I need him. That I might have a fight with him and we might be dead the next day, and I never got to forgive him. That one day when I'm in college he passes and I wasn't there to say goodbye. I want my dad to be there for high school and college graduation. I want him to be there when I finish med school and become a doctor. I want my dad to be there forever, if only it was possible.
I love my dad, no matter how many times I say I hate him, because deep down I can never hate my dad. He is the man that will always stick around. He will ward off creeps and keep me safe. He will be there when I'm having trouble, or be there to crack a joke. My dad is so funny, and his laughter is contagious. My dad is an amazing man. I have never met anyone like him. My dad knows how to handle life, even if he is going through the worst situation, he keeps it together. I love you dad.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
My Bucket List
What's on my bucket list?
Lots of things I hope to accomplish all on day, so here it goes:
Lots of things I hope to accomplish all on day, so here it goes:
- Read the whole bible
- Pull an Elizabeth Gilbert (except for the divorce part)
- Live in England for a whole year
- Attend a World Cup purely for the atmosphere
- Stay in a Bungalow in Bora Bora
- Attend the Monaco Grand Prix
- Run with the Bullsin Spain
- Have a beer at Oktoberfest in Munich
- St. Patrick’s Day in Ireland
- Walk to the top of the Eiffel Tower
- Visit Pompeii
- Go skydiving
- Climb a mountain
- Attend Coachella Music Festival
- Ride Every Roller Coaster at Cedar Point
- Be an extra in a Hollywood movie
- Go to the Amazon Jungle (for a week)
- Learn a foreign language fluently
- Donate a large amount of money to a cause
- Go at least one month without the internet
- Learn to tango in Argentina
- Swim with Dolphins
- Go to the Zahara Desert
- Write a book
- Start a band, and maybe even tour the nation
- Learn to Kayak
- Visit all the capitals on the world
- Run a marathon
- Scuba diving in the Great Barrier Reef
- Date a guy who makes me swoon
- Journal everyday for one month
- Go wine tasting
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