New Citizen of the Adult World

I wish I would remember to write every day on this blog, but I don't.

Anyways, the last time I wrote on here I had less than 2 months away till high school graduation, well I'm passed that moment in my life and it was pretty amazing. It was weird seeing all my friends walking across that stage, and nerve-wrecking when Mr. Arreola called my name; it was surreal and perfect, every moment of it. It still hasn't hit me that I won't see all my friends on a regular basis. Every time my mind thinks about it, it doesn't seem real to me. I still think that in August I'll be back in high school with everyone that I've been with my whole childhood. And when I think about everyone moving on and not being a part of their every day lives, it makes me really sad honestly. Every part of me wants to hang on to the last 18 years of my life and not grow up, and have everyone here with me, but life isn't like that, at some point we have to leave our parents and friends and start fresh. I seriously hope the people I do call best friends don't forget about me, and want to hang out with me and want me to still be in their lives as much as I want them to be in mine. Everything every teacher and parent has prepared me for is here. It's 20 days away. I hope it goes fine, that I won't crumble along the way. And if everything goes fine, with the exception of a couple bumps along the road, I hope I end up doing what I've always dreamed of doing. Hopefully my mind doesn't become clouded with idiot boys, or relentless outings out on the town. I hope it goes fine. 

Being an adult is so scary and so exciting. 

Sincerely,

New Citizen of the Adult World. 

P.S.: If someone out there is reading this absurd blog, wish me all the luck in world, I maybe your doctor some day!